And I Love You Enough

It breaks my heart to see
That you're unhappy here with me
The hurt you've tried to hide
can't help but show
I could cling to the past
But I'm afraid it wouldn't last
And I love you enough to let you go

Don't think that I'm all through
Or that I'm givin' up on you
Our love's the most important thing I know
But if I set you free
It just might bring you back to me
And I love you enough to let you go

I'll stand and hold the door
And watch you walk away
And welcome you back with open arms
If you come back someday
But for now it would be wrong
To keep tryin' to hold on
And I love you enough to let you go

Mad

You're staring at me,

I'm sitting here, wondering what you're thinking.

Nobody's talking,

'Cause talking just turns into screaming.

And now is I'm yelling over you,

You're yelling over me.

All that that means neither of us is listening,

And what's even worse is

That we don't even remember why we're fighting.

And it gets me upset, boy

When you're constantly accusing,

Asking questions like you've already known.

We're fighting this war where both of us are losing.

This ain't the way that love is supposed to go.

What happened to "working it out"?

We've fallen into this place

Where you ain't backing down

And I ain't backing down

So what the hell do we do now?

I know sometimes it's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Boy, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you,
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me.

Emo?

Someone once said, "A picture says a thousand words".

What does this picture say?

Battlefield

Don't try to explain your mind

I know what's happening here

One minute it's love

And suddenly it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war

Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?

My world's nothing when you are not here

I'm not here without a shield

Can't go back now

Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing

Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield

A battlefield, a battlefield?

Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride

Neither of us wanna raise that flag

If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose

What we had.

Yokatta ne!

NEWSFLASH:

I sent in my application form for the study tour in Japan which will be held on 7th-12th Dec.

I had my interview the very next day after the dateline for the application.

After 2 weeks of waiting, the verdict is finally here!

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LETTER OF CONFIRMATION!

It says, "...you have been SELECTED..."

WOOOOOHOOOOO! I am going to Japan in December!

2nd NEWS!

I'm going to fill in this JENESYS Programme form. And if I do, I will be flying off to Japan NEXT MONTH! From 12th Oct to 23rd Oct!

ALL EXPENSES PAID!

(except pocket money)

Is it awesome or what?!

WOOOHOOOOO! JAPAN, TWICE IN A YEAR! =D

...but I still have doubts about this Oct trip as I will be missing 2 weeks' worth of lectures and tutorials! Darn darn!

And in December, a day before I fly to Japan, I will be taking the Japanese Proficiency Test!
Quite a number of us are up for the challenge this year even my brother!

This test costs me $35!

That explains why I'm pretty broke now :(

Here is a picture of me taken by Nana. I wrapped myself in my Bali-shawl and it actually is pretty if it were a dress! I love it!

Oh babylove, babylove, where are you?

Vanity

The title says it all :)

GOODBYEs make you think,

They make you realize

what you have,

what you've lost

and what you've taken for granted.